I have been liking this guy for a very long time. My good fren, also my most trusted fren in secondary school is gg to have this national day performance together with him and two other girls. I hate this. How can he be with so many girls and no guys? They spent lots and lots of time together. Practices, rehearsals. To make things worse, my this good fren told me she and him are gg to sing a song together. Why her but not the other two girls? Yesterday, they had a full-dress rehearsal in the hall. I decided to secretly go and watch them with one of my fren. Indeed, they sang a song together. And the other two girls are just background dancers. They sang reach out for the skies. They look just like a couple. They two came out first and facing each other, singing . How can this happen? The two of them looked at each other throughout the whole dance. Im hurt, i cried. I suddenly remembered what the girl told me. "Im not that kind of bitch who will snatch my best fren's crush", "I would have liked him if u didnt". These words kept repeating and repeating in my mind. She said this when the two of them wasnt close. Which means she cant control her feelings but like him now. She is now the "bitch" who snatched my crush. She drank and love my favourite and also his favourite drink even though she disliked it last time. I feel so betrayed. What should i do? She betrayed me. He hurt me. I still have to see them dance together on national day. U two are home econ partners and are still gg to cook together. Be nervous together. Practice cooking together. I feel like dying.
在乎才會亂想，
我常常亂想卻不敢說，
我怕一說，
你就會反感...，
就會想離開我.....
Really a lousy day... Blogged @ 9:47 PM
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